For all these things that You had put me through and will put me through, I pray that You will always renew my strength. Even though I know You that do not burden a soul more than what it can bear, things do disappoint me, crush me, break me, hurt me and strength does slowly diminish from within me. Hence I pray You will always give me strength upon strength to face all the struggles that I am facing especially mujahadatun nafs (struggle against my own nafs) because without You, I am nothing, I am hopeless, weak and very useless. For indeed You know what is best for me and what is inside of heart, so guide me ya Rabb, ihdinas sirat al mustaqim. Amin!